the worst writers are the ones who fuck up happy endings. the best ones don't bother to write.

[_antihero]

i hate sobriety.
i'm practicing astral projection.
i'm getting sick of her.
i'm falling in love with her.
i smoke too many cigarettes.
i hate the world.
i need a job.
i want to run away with you, lexi.
i threw water balloons at pedestrians today.
i want a sniper rifle.
i can't pick up my guitar without strumming depressing chords.
i need to write a book.
i can't be so paranoid.
i try to avoid the cia, nsa and fbi.
i don't believe in anything anymore.
i think too much.
i don't think enough about things that matter.
i want to run away with you, lexi.

she said i see things that everyone else doesn't.
i told her it was because they aren't there.