a drunk mind speaks a sober heart
& that's the reason for this entry. QUENCH was awesome for the simple fact that I haven't gone in a month. I was with my girls, Shirley, Jenny & let's not forget Lazaro, which is one of the girls too. *literally*. My friends & I ended up buying 3 buckets full of liquor thanks to my good bartender friend Jason, who absolutely loves me. But Anyway, we were having a blast, we went upstairs & there was a point when we were so tired that we decided to stand against the railing of the second floor to look down at the people dancing. When all of the sudden I saw Ivan. & since my friends had been bragging to me about how long he's been asking for me, I was more than excited to see him. So I dragged my friends downstairs so he could notice me. So I start dancing & I keep an eye on him until I notice he saw me. He came right over & said hi, and as he did, I turned around & left upstairs. I really wanted to be with him but I had to make him work for it. So, I see him upstairs again. So, I go around him and pinch him in the butt lol & keep walking. Than we go to the bathroom, & I passed by him & touched him again & he looks & keeps smiling. I'm coming out of the bathroom & guess who's coming out of the boys bathroom? HIM, lol he so planned it lol. So he comes up to me & says..."why are you playing so hard to get?" I just smiled & winked. ;] So we go off to dance, & like always one thing lead to the other & we ended up walking out of the club. & well let's just say my drought is now over. ;]. But this is not the point, Belkis is once again all mixed up. GREAT right? uugh. Im stuck between 3 guys and I know exactly the reasons why, but I'm too scared to even admit it. Here I am crying in the club because they played "tempted to touch" & well thats the song that reminds me of L/C, which by the way I'm still not over him. & than I have this other guy who I like & wants to make me his g/f & then theres my Thursday night fling w/ Ivan. It's like WTF do I want? Maybe this is a sign that I'm just really not ready for a relationship. There are times where I'm like hhm. I miss having someone there to cuddle with & talk to late at night, but than when I think about my Thursday nights @ QUENCH & my crazy friends, I say "NO way I like the single life." W/e after the club, we went back to Jenny's house *i stayed over* & We stayed up talking about the things that happened at the Club & how drunk Jenny got lol. Here are some pics ;]
#1 Jenny, Me & Shirley // #2Larry, Jenny, Miguel, me & Shirley
Today went to the Parade on 8th St. Saw SHAQ. Damn that guy is tall! Took over 60pics I'll scan some when I develop the cam. But I did get some pics off my camera phone. ;] After that we went to the hospital to visit my uncle, he had open heart surgery he's FINE. he was joking around asking where his beer was at and shit so it was good. After that we went to Ale House & Raw Bar to go watch the football game. We played pool & had an awesome time. I was suppose to go to CANDYLAND tonight but I remembered I have to do somethings very EARLY in the morning. Anyways, I'm super tired & I really must go to bed. Oh yea, I'm gonna go see WHITE NOISE tomorrow since everyones been talking about how GOOD it is, so let's see what the fuss is all about. Anywho, I LOVE YOU ALL & Happy Martin Luther King Day lol <3 & here I leave you w/ some pics of today ;] (camera phone pics)
they did the rawest show w/ their bikes. WOW
(Belkis)
(ehm. new LJ look ;] )