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Meh, thats how im feeling today. i miss my dad, i need my dad, and it really hurts. im sorry to go on about it but it helps to write it down. i cant even talk to my family about it because all my sister says is 'we all miss him' and then i just feel guilty 4 mentioning it. Sometimes i feel like an outsider in my family because its my sister and her kids, and then theres me. it was always me and dad and now it just feels like me. i know they love me but i just feel like i annoy everyone. *sigh* why did i have to have the most important thing in my life taken away? ive got a big part of me missing and ill never get it back. i just need to feel wanted. Anyway, ive got to go. i love u all <3