Aug 19, 2004 18:03
Finally found some of my journals after I lost them during rearranging my room... so heres a one...
Heart racing
Bracing myself for the pain to come
Its inevitable, seems like the only way
Eyes swelled, my face, flushed
I am numb
These thoughts can no longer be supressed.
I am weak
Full of much pain, too much hate
Expressed in torn flesh
The crims on bears only temporary comfort, no relief.
I am ashamed
So disgusted with what Ive become
This is a battle I cant afford to lose
I am losing.
Here is Amandas Favorite quotes volume I
" It is not desirable to cultivate a respect for las, so much as for right."
"Any fool and make a rule, and any fool will mind it"
" I wont be used by a fascist corporation, a rightwing politian, Im not a slave, not a tool, Fuck you."
"Think you safe to spread your hare from behind your iron gates? Your walls will NEVER be strong enough to keep us down."
I dont remember who all of those are by...
School fuckin sux