"strike a match... for I deserve to burn"
Ive finally given up on trying to please everyone, be that person thats always there no matter how many times theyre and let down and stabbed in the back.
Things arent even the same anymore, I dont feel like myself. It seems like the people Ive been the closest to have changed, and not for the better and im still the same person Ive always been.
I dont feel like Im really even living my life anymore, like Im dead inside and my body has just kicked into automatic, feels as if Im watching myself do things but not really doing them at all, seems like the only thing keeping me alive is the fact Im still breathing, everything else is dead.