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Fuck, I cannot wait to get away from here. To move away, and be out on my own.
Things around town are getting stupid, people talk too much shit. Especially at the golf club. One night I was accused of being "two faced"...which is quite funny, because since that night I have been the one to be talked about. Seems to me that everyone else is the two faced ones. Not me. I want to quit there right now. If I didn't need to save money to go away to school I would be gone already. But I need all the money that I can get.
I just don't understand some people...I didn't mean to do something, have appologized a million times, and yet its not enough. What is the big deal anyways? You were going to quit!! Ah it makes me so mad, because now my birthday plans are ruined. I am no longer going out with the work friends on the Friday night, or golfing in the tourney on that Sunday. Just going out with my friends, the people that actually WANT to celebrate with me. Funny how when I tell everyone the situation and that I am not going out anymore, they dont say "ooo well dont worry about it, come anyways" they obviously dont care, so neither do I.
I will be gone to school soon enough, and won't talk to any of them anymore. I am going to be miserable the rest of my time there. Oh well. And next year, if I go back, at least most of them won't be there anymore. No more shit.
Thats alll...
Update again later