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Happy Birthday Laura!
Well I think I am officially the last one out of my friends to turn 19, it sucks...but hey I will get a big celebration because all of my friends will be old enough. Thats my theory on that subject.
I have two days off now...I'm not sure what I am going to do, I know tomorrow I am going to spend my day at Brets house, drinking by the poolside, I'm excited for that because it is going to be sooo hot, and now I can get a tan. Haha...and as of tomorrow night, well I'm not sure. Tom is working but I am sure I will find something to do.
And Wednesday I really have no clue. I might go out shopping, to get some more stuff for my house. I need to get moving on that considering I am leaving in the next month..well moving in the next week or two. I am nervous but excited. I really think this is what I need...I need to get away from here, to be on my own...to come and go when I please. I will miss everyone, especially Tom...two years of seeing eachother a lot...and then I'm leaving. It'll be hard but I know we can make it.
Other then that? Work has been hectic, but not bad. I really don't mind the club, it'll be nice to only work on weekends while I am at school, but I dunno. Alot of people don't like it there, I do. I love the staff, and most of the members are good as well. It will be something I will miss considering the fact that I live there. Take this weekend for instance...I worked...11-11:30 Friday, 10-10 Saturday, 11-930 Sunday 11-7 today. They are long days but we make the best of them
Thats all...
So many things I want to cahnge before I go...so many people I wish I could say goodbye to but it has been so long it would be awkward. So many things I wish were different in my life and cant be changed...I regret a lot of things, or wish I did things differently, and unfortunately a lot of those things are in the past and can't be changed. I will have to adjust and just hope not to do them in the future
life is depressing sometimes