Nov 14, 2006 16:29
I've been feeling pretty shitty lately. School is going bad. I think I might be getting kicked out of ASU after semester. I've just been doing so badly. Work is blah. I don't really care anymore. Lollicup is getting old (and it's on been a month!). I may just have to get a serving job becuse 6.50/hr isn't cutting it. So work and school suck. My relationships with others seem to be crumbling right now as well. I've been feeling disconnected from Kevin, so much that I've cried everyday for the past few days and we've been fighting a lot. I don't remember the last time we actually had (good) sex. It hasn't been ridiculously long, but it's been a while. And I just seem to keep disappointing my dad. I fear that the most. If only I could please him, I don't think anything else would matter. I seriously need to get my shit together. God! And working here has been the worst for my diet. Ugh... It's horrible.
On the bright side---> Britney Spears. That is all.