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seven months since my last post. how is that possible? i remember looking online at my roommate like it was yesterday...and here i am at 6:22 am in my room that she doesn't even live in anymore. i am only awake because the world was spinning way too much around 2 am for me to go to bed. i watched a movie on cable called "duets," it was bad and weird. i have class in less than 5 hours, that's just silly, there is no way i can go to it...blaaahh! tomorrow i am escaping this place for a night to go see JESSIE in the cityyy and go on yet another one of our crazy adventures. no one reads this, but i really do like writing it sometimes...so today/yesterday was valentine's day. i didn't even really know it was until someone reminded me- so sad, i don't even know what it would be like to have a legitimate valentine. i'm watching the bernie mac show. but...yea...so i do really like some of the people here at wes, love some of them a lot in fact, but the majority of people are just representative of the rest of society: they suck. i haven't done almost any work this entire semester, and i'm realllyyyy feeling like a waste of space right now. seasonal affective disorder is no joke, nope. spring break could not come sooner (3 weeks!)...there will be a brand new puppy at my house, i get to see scoutty, sasha, the fam, my friends...anddd go to florida (even though i really dislike florida the sun does shine there) for a few days...unreal to think that when we're back from break there is only about a month and a half left of school....summer is looking pretty under-scheduled right now. so far all i know is: BONNAROO! nothing shall get in my way...driving there with emily, and perhaps lots of other people that can't commiittttttt!!! i'm thinking maybe this is my chance to have an experience in which i can actually enjoy myself: be worry-free, and peaceful. or maybe as always i'm chasing that past i did not experience hoping for a present that is somewhat fulfilling.
ok...soup->bed->hopefully not sleeping through all 4 alarms.
ok...soup->bed->hopefully not sleeping through all 4 alarms.