GRRR!
Im in the worst mood ever...
I loathe soccer with a passion...
I have no idea why year after year I play...I really hate it...it makes everything hurt, i suck at it, i hate my coach (today), and it takes up all my time...!!!! GRRR....today we ran only like 2 miles but i was in so much pain and then we did stairs, and the arches of my feet knotted and i had major cramps so i pretty much couldnt walk or breathe which is never good...and then we had to go inside and pass and when i wasnt that into it (god i wonder why) my coach was such an ass to me and acted like i never care which is NOT true...if i didnt care i wouldnt do this same shit every day after school instead of my homework and sleeping and other things...!!!!! sorry for the meaningless rant, just had to get it out...
lets see, aside from soccer...things are pretty good...school started again today which is always a bummer but whatever...counting down the days to april break! im extremely psyched for the weekend too...as jessie said the other night "i live for the weekend"...see i never used to be like that because the weekend was really boring and i just thought of it as a break from school but now its like school is just a 5 day thing in between my weekends...does that make sense?! haha...well this weekend is going to be amazing because there is a river city rebel concert on saturday at the continental that me and jess are going to and we havent gotten to see them since CBGB last june so it should be a very good time :-D...everyone should come!...im exhausted too, i was up until 2 am doing a french project that i found out i didnt even have to do today! grrr...and other than that just have a math test tommorow that im going to fail so idk why im even stressing about it...i used to be so productive and now im getting so lazy, idk what to do about it! all i ever want to do is sleep...:(
im going to soak my ankles in some shit my mom swears will help even though i doubt it...
<3...thanks for reading that pointless entry if you actually did...
I loathe soccer with a passion...
I have no idea why year after year I play...I really hate it...it makes everything hurt, i suck at it, i hate my coach (today), and it takes up all my time...!!!! GRRR....today we ran only like 2 miles but i was in so much pain and then we did stairs, and the arches of my feet knotted and i had major cramps so i pretty much couldnt walk or breathe which is never good...and then we had to go inside and pass and when i wasnt that into it (god i wonder why) my coach was such an ass to me and acted like i never care which is NOT true...if i didnt care i wouldnt do this same shit every day after school instead of my homework and sleeping and other things...!!!!! sorry for the meaningless rant, just had to get it out...
lets see, aside from soccer...things are pretty good...school started again today which is always a bummer but whatever...counting down the days to april break! im extremely psyched for the weekend too...as jessie said the other night "i live for the weekend"...see i never used to be like that because the weekend was really boring and i just thought of it as a break from school but now its like school is just a 5 day thing in between my weekends...does that make sense?! haha...well this weekend is going to be amazing because there is a river city rebel concert on saturday at the continental that me and jess are going to and we havent gotten to see them since CBGB last june so it should be a very good time :-D...everyone should come!...im exhausted too, i was up until 2 am doing a french project that i found out i didnt even have to do today! grrr...and other than that just have a math test tommorow that im going to fail so idk why im even stressing about it...i used to be so productive and now im getting so lazy, idk what to do about it! all i ever want to do is sleep...:(
im going to soak my ankles in some shit my mom swears will help even though i doubt it...
<3...thanks for reading that pointless entry if you actually did...