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here we go with another update...great.so lets start with wednesday. ok on wednesday found out there was practice so kevin and andrews pops picked me up and we headed over. once we arrived we hung out practiced for a bit and didnt do much after so then i went home did some stuff then went to sleep.thursday i woke up and it was my birthday which was cool nicole was the first person i talked to when i was 15 and all she said was its 12 andy your 15 i was hoping she would say something cooler but hey, heh well i arrived at school and hung out then roberta showed up and she gave me a cd for my birthday which was cool then when i went home jenny,andrew, and kevin rode my bus home the later mike,dan,alex and matt came over and we made some shirts ate food and the everyone left at around 9 and i got some presents, i got some new records,cd's,some shoes, and some money so that was cool then on friday roberta,lisa,andrew,kevin,mike,matt came over and alex did for a bit we hung out andrew tripped over a skate board and broke kevins acoustic which was awesome roberta and lisa left at around 11 or so it always sucks when she leaves and today woke up matt kevin andrew and mike slept over we went to pick up roberta and lisa and we got all our equiptment from mikes we hung out practiced for a bit wasnt too great but it wasnt too bad, what can ya do?well here comes the thing im not so thrilled about yay... well friday and saturday roberta and lisa went and smoked cigarettes and i hate it so much when she smokes cigarettes and when ever she does i always say something to her about it but she does anyway i dont know maybe i dont make my point...but anyways and when she did it on saturday it just upsetted me i guess cuz it seemed like she didnt care that i hated it she just did it anyway so i went in my room when they went to smoke and they got back and it seemed like it took her 30 minutes to realize i wasnt there and then she came into my room and i guess i was quiet and we just kind of sat with eachother it wasnt awkward we just sat and stuff and then she took my hand and we were going to walk downstairs i wasnt really ready to talk with everyone so we went outside alone and then i told her how i felt about it and it wasnt really about cigarettes i was just kind of upset that she didnt care what i thought so i dont know what to do. but she told me she didnt know i hated it so i guess its cool but i made her upset and that sucks i dont like making people upset it sucked when i did that then she left and i was most upset about doing that then went to walmart and everyone else was there and is sleeping at matts i cant, sucks i dont know. im talking to jenny now so i dont know what else to say bye