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[_androgynous]

i can't focus
blinking back tears
staring blank at the computer screen
trying to figure out
what you mean to me
and me to you

if you didn't want to be with me
why did we start
this dance of lovers and friends
kissing and hitting
'till the nights end
and endings are what we've always known

we can blame the heavens
and the stars for all our mistakes
leave it up to fate to decide everything
so we don't have to try at all
and you were everything and said nothing
of the things I needed to hear

[Icanpretendjustaswellasyoucan]