Jun 23, 2005 11:35
without my rings on. i seem to be losing it this week. i feel so absent-minded. decided to get a 16 oz americano today, more than my usual. blah. i really hope i hear back from them soon. i need to know. dont worry, patient account representative is not my calling. i'm thinking of going to miami. hahaha. hence the word thinking. thats all i'll do with that. wish he would just fly me over there instead of just saying it. makes me laugh. i feel a little friend-deprived. i've read through a couple of my old entries and it seemed that every entry was about how i LOVE my friends and this about my friends and how happy i am with my friends, etc, etc.... seriously, havent felt that way in a long while. september 2-5 is totally reserved for that feeling. we have our hotel booked, plane tickets and all paid for, all i have to do is save more than a couple hundred for spending money. yes, we are going all out. if you would like to join the 15 of us, feel free, the more the merrier!!=)
i just came back from vegas for the quevedo wedding. i really need to develop pictures. i'm really not liking the new technology of putting pictures on the computer. theres no use for them there really. i think i'm just old fashion and like the hard copies to put into albums. blah. i have a friend, right, and she is totally oblivious to what is going on, but who is to say she is wrong for feeling the ways that she does. i just think its funny how you dont actually know how to deal with the situation unless you've actually experienced it. i kinda wanna be mean and slap her in the head and say "hello!??! anybody in there?!??!?" i laugh inside because please, when i was feeling that same wrath, you wanted to put your two cents in and act like you were superior to the situation. now that you are going through it, you want me to understand and sympathize. i mean, of course i would because i'm a better friend than you are but karma's a beeeep, aint it? speaking of being a better friend, dont make me talk about this other one... ok... i wont...BLAH. i want my broccoli cheese soup right now!
i better go. before i say more and trust me, i have a lot to say today because its soooo slow here at work! (dont want to jinx it!!)
i hope i get the job!!!!