You give me miles and miles of mountains, and I'll ask for the sea

[_andie]

He leaves full of frustration. I've set him off again, turned him into someone he rather not be. As he leaves he knocks over my playful heart painting, the one that I made with hope. Hidden behind is a hole, a hole that I tried to cover. The hole was a different time, when he punched the walls, when he pushed me. Still, with the painting down I can't help but be reminded of things preferably left concealed. I'm left alone again with this hole. I turn my back to the emptiness and I try to paint. Ugliness only shows through; The canvas is too bumpy from being painted and re-painted, soon it too will become a hole, or a mountain... What's the difference really? I just want to talk, I just want to be honest. My honesty turns him red. He punches the desk, screams and plays blame and bang. I don't know. I have no answers. I'm stuck.

If you could see yourself now, baby
Its not my fault
You used to be so in control
You're going to roll right over this one
Just roll me over, let me go
You're laying blame
Take this as no, no, no

You bang, bang, bang, bang and bang,
Blame, blame, blame
You bang, bang, bang, bang and bang,
Its not my thing so let it go.

If you could see yourself now baby,
The tables have turned
The whole world hinges on your swings
Your secret life of indiscreet discretions
Id turn the screw and leave the screen,
Don't point your finger,
You know thats not my thing

You know thats not my thing,
You came to bang, bang, bang, bang and bang,
Blame, blame, blame
You bang, bang, bang, bang and bang,
Its not my thing so let it go.
You bang, bang, bang, bang and bang,
Blame, blame, blame
You bang, bang, bang, bang and bang,
Its not my thing so let it go.

You kiss on me, tug on me, rub on me, jump on me,
You bang on me, beat on me, hit on me, let go on me,
You let go on me.