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Jul 01, 2005 00:23

Yeah this is my 3rd entry today I believe...and they all pertain to the same damn thing.

Now tell me...do you think it's fair, that whenever I try to help someone...it always blows up in my face? Whenever I try to do something good...it always turns out bad for me. I don't quite understand all this...I thought good things were supposed to come to good people.

It's a lose-lose situation. If I don't help someone with their problem, I'm a bad person. If I do, it just comes back to hurt ME.

Tell me how...you can have an amazing connection with someone...they're one of your greatest friends...and something is going on in their life..that you feel is so wrong..but they don't listen to you?

I have a hundred and one great reasons why this is wrong...I can't shake the feeling that it's wrong...I know in my head and in my heart..that this is wrong. But no one listens to me..

I think that's my weakness, when I give all I can to help someone...and they just don't listen to me. I try so hard to make my point, and to make them understand...but they never ever do..and I wind up the only one negatively affected.

What the hell is up with that?
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