back to hell. the frozen version.
I can't believe that less than 48 hours ago, I was tanning in a tank top and shorts. I think I may have to wear summer clothes to school tomorrow, regardless of snow, because I am in shock, and completely freezing as well. I have already decided that the snow on the ground is fake Disney snow, imported directly from Orlando.
Florida was completely amazing in some ways, and in others, completely disconcerting.
suddenly, we were all twelve year olds, at summer camp, with about the same level of emotional maturity.
some middle school-esque relationships were cute, others I find disgusting. the same goes for the awkward crushes.
I missed being alone, and talking about things other than annoying people, boys, hooking up, and the failure of people to show up to winter training (it's their own fucking problem. some came, some didn't. I came, so don't make me feel bad about it and can you please get off your high and mighty horse, nameless person that is beginning to emulate her sisters' worst qualities? kthanks).
missing hot showers and being clean goes without saying.
I loved being on the water and getting to go fast and the sun and not dealing with school and eating and tons of card games and dance parties.
now that it's time to get back to school and real life, can I just say....I don't want to? I honestly would kill a man to not have to go to class and take the SAT's and figure out SAT IIs and deal with college mail and meet in the career center and study for APs.
I actually might kill more than one man.
my real life is no where near as fun.
now it's time to pray for a good spring, because the lightweights are so so close to not sucking, if things work out.
Florida was completely amazing in some ways, and in others, completely disconcerting.
suddenly, we were all twelve year olds, at summer camp, with about the same level of emotional maturity.
some middle school-esque relationships were cute, others I find disgusting. the same goes for the awkward crushes.
I missed being alone, and talking about things other than annoying people, boys, hooking up, and the failure of people to show up to winter training (it's their own fucking problem. some came, some didn't. I came, so don't make me feel bad about it and can you please get off your high and mighty horse, nameless person that is beginning to emulate her sisters' worst qualities? kthanks).
missing hot showers and being clean goes without saying.
I loved being on the water and getting to go fast and the sun and not dealing with school and eating and tons of card games and dance parties.
now that it's time to get back to school and real life, can I just say....I don't want to? I honestly would kill a man to not have to go to class and take the SAT's and figure out SAT IIs and deal with college mail and meet in the career center and study for APs.
I actually might kill more than one man.
my real life is no where near as fun.
now it's time to pray for a good spring, because the lightweights are so so close to not sucking, if things work out.