perfectionists suck ass
today was a weird day at school. so many things on my mind. work being one of them. i am NOT perfect people. bear with me. i don't like to be perfect nor do i want to try to be.
i hate perfectionists. UGH! they piss me off. they want everything perfect and nice and neat and all retarded. i'm just annoyed so much by those kind of people. one is at my work. shes such a nice girl but such a perfectionist. shes so serious about work. thats good and everything but calm down. our work will not be her career for the rest of her life. and shes been there for a few years already. you think she would chill out a little. but noooo.
i feel like i'm in the way.
i feel like i stick out.
i feel like not working there anymore.
i feel like its not the place for me after all.
okay, its not as bad as i might be making it seem... but there are times where i get so angry inside because i can not stand the fact that i don't remember everything right away or that i mess up on the orders sometimes. lots of things. i just can't stand them.
okay that was dumb. i shouldn't be going on and on about a job. there are bigger issues at hand.
i'm so confused but at the same time NOT confused. mm... make any sense? i think so.
anyway....
i sort of wanted to go to SA with ash, david, isaac, cody and the rest of them... but of course, i'm needed there at work on sat. afternoon. blah blah blah. we'll see what happens i guess. there is also felix. nobody will be able to play with him and take care of him. my sister went to SA with her boyfriend. ;[ and my mom will prolly be doing her own thing and will forget about him. lol. (i don't see how... he IS the cutest thing) :]
well i'm off to shower and stuff. agh!! i smell like the deli.
bye bye for now.
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i hate perfectionists. UGH! they piss me off. they want everything perfect and nice and neat and all retarded. i'm just annoyed so much by those kind of people. one is at my work. shes such a nice girl but such a perfectionist. shes so serious about work. thats good and everything but calm down. our work will not be her career for the rest of her life. and shes been there for a few years already. you think she would chill out a little. but noooo.
i feel like i'm in the way.
i feel like i stick out.
i feel like not working there anymore.
i feel like its not the place for me after all.
okay, its not as bad as i might be making it seem... but there are times where i get so angry inside because i can not stand the fact that i don't remember everything right away or that i mess up on the orders sometimes. lots of things. i just can't stand them.
okay that was dumb. i shouldn't be going on and on about a job. there are bigger issues at hand.
i'm so confused but at the same time NOT confused. mm... make any sense? i think so.
anyway....
i sort of wanted to go to SA with ash, david, isaac, cody and the rest of them... but of course, i'm needed there at work on sat. afternoon. blah blah blah. we'll see what happens i guess. there is also felix. nobody will be able to play with him and take care of him. my sister went to SA with her boyfriend. ;[ and my mom will prolly be doing her own thing and will forget about him. lol. (i don't see how... he IS the cutest thing) :]
well i'm off to shower and stuff. agh!! i smell like the deli.
bye bye for now.
<33<3 Lg