rant.
if you've had sex than this is probmly going to make you feel disrecpected and get your really mad so you might not want to read this but i need to say it.
remeber, i know it's your own disecion to do what you want with your life.
me and tianna and vicky we're talking and it got me thinking to how slutty everyone is getting. the people you least expect it from, have prombly done more stuff than yourself. and it's like your boyfriend/girlfriend/friends and everyone else expect you to be doing stuff. you have your whole life to grow up, slow down and take it in. everyones having sex and it's really lame. if you are going to be with someone "forever and ever and ever" than why have sex with them this moment, in the first few months, or even weeks when you have "forever" to do it. and than if you break up, which i'm not saying everyone will, but we are in highschool and there are not that many highschool sweethearts still together, which every couple thinks they will be but after you will prombly feel like crap. or hate that you did it so young; this is such a small portion of your life, you've only been living for 15 years. if you go and do everything when your 15 or 16 than what do you have to look forward to share thats special with your future husband or wife.
and ever think of what could happen if something went wrong. most girls i know air't on birthcontrol, which i think if you are even thinking about having sex, you should be on or else your just really dumb. if a guy gets his girlfriend pregnent, you have the chance of lossing everything. your family support, your friend support, you could lose your whole life to one night.
if someone has sex and i know i lose alot of respect for that person. expecially if i find out from the grape vine and not them theirselfs. i think the only person that i know of that has had sex and i am okay with is a close friend and thats because weve talked about it and they really did love that person and they we're togehter longer and most otehr people i know who did it. i may be being way niave but why do people want to rush their life's when you have forever and a day to grow up.
if you really love someone, and think you will be together for a long time, why do you have the feeling you need to rush into things when you have forever to take it slow.
i guess i just don't get it. or something. have fun at getting pissed at me for writing this but i don't really care cause this is where i stand.