1 week!
Till Keith is here basically.. March 17. It's flown by which is amazing but I hope his time out here won't.
Saturday night I received a message from Keith's ex-girlfriend which took me by surprise. See when I met him in Berlin we were both in relationships though we never told each other this. As my mom put it, if you would've told him the conversation would probably be over before it began. At the time that's all we wanted, conversation with a total stranger that didn't know our backgrounds. It was very mysterious and still feels that way. Well we ended the night with his phone number in my mobile, some kissing (we both thought each other as single.. and no this doesn't make the cheating correct), and the assumption that we would never talk again. Well, being that it was 8am when I finally went to bed it had to be one of the most memorable nights of my life. First night in Europe and I basically think I met my soul mate who lives in another country and I will probably never see again. I wasn't happy at the least, except when I thought about him. So that night on a pub crawl all I could do was think of him, so I drunkenly text him, not even sure if his number was put in correctly or if it was even his number. Of course I never get a response. So instead I cheated again and slept with an Australian.. I was on a roll. A few days later I finally ended up in Amsterdam on a Saturday night and nothing to do. My friends had gone to bed but I couldn't help but stay up and google how to text people in Australia. See I hadn't given up. I realized that I needed my country code first and that the 04 area code for cell phones changed when sending texts. Once I had figured that all out I decided to try again. I sent something very innocent sounding like 'hey how's Prague, Amsterdam is pretty cool so far, just wanted to make sure this was your number, talk to you later maybe..' No response so I gave up and went to bed around 230a. About 4a I am woken up to a message from Keith "hey Prague is good and cold, missed my train" and something else that didn't sound like him. We texted back and forth about 4 times and each time it became apparent this guy was an asshole. First he couldn't remember me, then asked "how was it??", how was what??? I had to remind him that we didn't have sex, I couldn't believe he had slept with that many girls that he forgot one from 3 nights ago! Well when I woke up I told Danielle and Hillary all about it and they couldn't believe it either. The rest of the day all I did was think back and reread those messages wondering what the hell I saw in him, and how someone can be two different people. I was going to delete his number before I switched back to my phone at home but I decided what the hell, he has my number now maybe it was a bad night. Well a week after I got back I woke up to a text from a 8877 number and it was Keith, explaining that he didn't have his phone on him in Europe but a friend had received my messages, sorry. Anyways I find him on Skype and we talked about what happened. I left it at that, his friend was trying to pull a fast one and see if he was getting lucky. Well 2 months into talking we both spill the truth, we were in a relationship while in Europe, both broke up within a week of coming back, both were engaged, and we had way more in common then originally thought. Then it came out that it wasn't just a friend who had texted me back but it was Morgan, his ex. And she hated me, blamed me for breaking up their relationship. I just found out about her hatred towards me this weekend when she sent me a message via facebook. The thing is I know where she is coming from, I've had friends in her situation. It wasn't me who broke up the relationship, why would a guy dump a girl for another girl 7,500mi away that he might of never talked to again?? But Morgan needs someone to blame and she has picked me. While talking to Keith this morning he said he was surprised it took Morgan this long to say something to me, I think it was my posting '10 days!!!' on his wall that provoked her. She said I have caused her so much hurt and anger and then called me a catalyst. Of course she doesn't know I went through a bad breakup at the sametime and she has no right to know that either. I don't care that she hates me, I think by now I'm used to other females not liking me. I always come out looking like a tart, or a man stealer, or a homewrecking whore. Which is odd since I've only had one serious boyfriend and I cannot be that good looking to steal men! I didn't even think of her when I posted that and sorry but I think of her almost never. It does look bad, Keith dumped her after getting my texts, talks to me almost everyday, I dumped my boyfriend, we send each other gifts, and now he is coming all the way to America to see me. I couldn't be more excited. I've never liked a guy so much and have him like me back. Ian loved me more than I ever loved him, and he just wasn't my type. Keith is my type and more, I really cannot imagine life without talking to him or seeing him. It scares me that if we don't hit it off physically we won't be able to make it. But there has to be something with all this chemistry and there was something when we kissed. I have one week to put Morgan behind me, I know Keith is still fresh from the breakup, as I am from mine, so I don't see us moving quick, but then again since we know what we want and it's been 5 months of nonstop talking we might move even quicker. On the 17th it will be 6 months from our first meeting, we didn't even notice it until a few weeks back. I have been seeing signs for a while and I hope it means what is happening is the right choice for us. He said he has a good feeling about it and me.
Justin, Danielle's brother asked about Keith the other night while I was at work. Neither Danielle or I remember telling him about Keith, but he said that we, me and Keith, will likely end up together since no guy would fly to Phoenix just to see Phoenix.
Let's hope the next 7 days flies by, I work 6 of them so I think they will.
Saturday night I received a message from Keith's ex-girlfriend which took me by surprise. See when I met him in Berlin we were both in relationships though we never told each other this. As my mom put it, if you would've told him the conversation would probably be over before it began. At the time that's all we wanted, conversation with a total stranger that didn't know our backgrounds. It was very mysterious and still feels that way. Well we ended the night with his phone number in my mobile, some kissing (we both thought each other as single.. and no this doesn't make the cheating correct), and the assumption that we would never talk again. Well, being that it was 8am when I finally went to bed it had to be one of the most memorable nights of my life. First night in Europe and I basically think I met my soul mate who lives in another country and I will probably never see again. I wasn't happy at the least, except when I thought about him. So that night on a pub crawl all I could do was think of him, so I drunkenly text him, not even sure if his number was put in correctly or if it was even his number. Of course I never get a response. So instead I cheated again and slept with an Australian.. I was on a roll. A few days later I finally ended up in Amsterdam on a Saturday night and nothing to do. My friends had gone to bed but I couldn't help but stay up and google how to text people in Australia. See I hadn't given up. I realized that I needed my country code first and that the 04 area code for cell phones changed when sending texts. Once I had figured that all out I decided to try again. I sent something very innocent sounding like 'hey how's Prague, Amsterdam is pretty cool so far, just wanted to make sure this was your number, talk to you later maybe..' No response so I gave up and went to bed around 230a. About 4a I am woken up to a message from Keith "hey Prague is good and cold, missed my train" and something else that didn't sound like him. We texted back and forth about 4 times and each time it became apparent this guy was an asshole. First he couldn't remember me, then asked "how was it??", how was what??? I had to remind him that we didn't have sex, I couldn't believe he had slept with that many girls that he forgot one from 3 nights ago! Well when I woke up I told Danielle and Hillary all about it and they couldn't believe it either. The rest of the day all I did was think back and reread those messages wondering what the hell I saw in him, and how someone can be two different people. I was going to delete his number before I switched back to my phone at home but I decided what the hell, he has my number now maybe it was a bad night. Well a week after I got back I woke up to a text from a 8877 number and it was Keith, explaining that he didn't have his phone on him in Europe but a friend had received my messages, sorry. Anyways I find him on Skype and we talked about what happened. I left it at that, his friend was trying to pull a fast one and see if he was getting lucky. Well 2 months into talking we both spill the truth, we were in a relationship while in Europe, both broke up within a week of coming back, both were engaged, and we had way more in common then originally thought. Then it came out that it wasn't just a friend who had texted me back but it was Morgan, his ex. And she hated me, blamed me for breaking up their relationship. I just found out about her hatred towards me this weekend when she sent me a message via facebook. The thing is I know where she is coming from, I've had friends in her situation. It wasn't me who broke up the relationship, why would a guy dump a girl for another girl 7,500mi away that he might of never talked to again?? But Morgan needs someone to blame and she has picked me. While talking to Keith this morning he said he was surprised it took Morgan this long to say something to me, I think it was my posting '10 days!!!' on his wall that provoked her. She said I have caused her so much hurt and anger and then called me a catalyst. Of course she doesn't know I went through a bad breakup at the sametime and she has no right to know that either. I don't care that she hates me, I think by now I'm used to other females not liking me. I always come out looking like a tart, or a man stealer, or a homewrecking whore. Which is odd since I've only had one serious boyfriend and I cannot be that good looking to steal men! I didn't even think of her when I posted that and sorry but I think of her almost never. It does look bad, Keith dumped her after getting my texts, talks to me almost everyday, I dumped my boyfriend, we send each other gifts, and now he is coming all the way to America to see me. I couldn't be more excited. I've never liked a guy so much and have him like me back. Ian loved me more than I ever loved him, and he just wasn't my type. Keith is my type and more, I really cannot imagine life without talking to him or seeing him. It scares me that if we don't hit it off physically we won't be able to make it. But there has to be something with all this chemistry and there was something when we kissed. I have one week to put Morgan behind me, I know Keith is still fresh from the breakup, as I am from mine, so I don't see us moving quick, but then again since we know what we want and it's been 5 months of nonstop talking we might move even quicker. On the 17th it will be 6 months from our first meeting, we didn't even notice it until a few weeks back. I have been seeing signs for a while and I hope it means what is happening is the right choice for us. He said he has a good feeling about it and me.
Justin, Danielle's brother asked about Keith the other night while I was at work. Neither Danielle or I remember telling him about Keith, but he said that we, me and Keith, will likely end up together since no guy would fly to Phoenix just to see Phoenix.
Let's hope the next 7 days flies by, I work 6 of them so I think they will.