Jul 12, 2006 00:05
..But all shes found is Mr Wrong!
woke up from sarahs and came home.
didn't really get much sleep last night
so i woke up kinda cranky.
i just wanted to be by myself.
i stayed home all day.
untill about 5ish.
i wanted a girls night.
sarah b came and got me
we went to w/d to get her check.
came back to my house
got ready
got crystal
went to daytona.
not much going on up there
but i found 75 bucks hell yeah!
and it was nice to hang out with crystal.
i haven't in a whhhiillleee.
i read my whole live journal today.
and deleted a lot of things.
a lot of things i don't want to be reminded of.
there was a few entries about boys
i didn't know i had so many private entries.
but i feel better.
weird, yes, but i do.
i have a night to myself.
i love my alone time.
sometimes its not good for me though.
but i'll deal with it.
i think im going shopping friday with april and karen.
april is getting married
&& im the maid of honor.
it was a surprise she said she wanted be to be it.
but it felt good.
that we are on good terms.
i don't want anything to fuck this up this time.
cause i feel like shes my big sis.
i can go to her.
and its nice.
im really happy for her and jimmy though.
they're cute<33
13 days till michigan.
can't wait.
it's gonna be hard to say goodbye again though.
and i know its going to be a very depressing fly home.
but it'll be well worth it.
Drive Away, Go against Fate
You screwed me over like always
Babe one day you will be sorry
♥amanda♥