May 18, 2008 12:31
It was a really long and horrible day yesterday
Wanting so bad to get out
My head hurt and throwt scraped every time I let out a word
When I walked outside I could smell the trace of pizza I was leaving behind.
I felt like a zombie and started to look like one by the end of the day.
The sun was almost set, I could see my shadow on the asphalt, it was walking toward another.
Once our shandows met he pulled me closer to him, kissed me and told me I was beautiful.
I don't take compliments well at all, I laughed nervously and told him he was blind.
Driving home was interesting.
I don't know what I want, I just got out of this, why jump back in now?
I couln't turn my mind off, I didn't bother to turn the sterio on.
Driving in silence with all the noise in my head.
I am feeling better today, still stuck but it will work out, it usually does.