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so i met a nice boy over break but for some reason idk, i have this terrible feeling im gonna get hurt, im starting to miss being single but by now ill be hurt eighter way, what should i do? =[
jersey was wonderful as always i always make a big dramatic scene at the airport waiting for my plane to board, and swear im gonna run away right then and there but i never do...
^Karens dad made an AMAZING point this morning that were "on a downward fall to summer" its ALL downhill from here and that feels nice... and as long as i keep reminding myself of that, itll be ok i know it.
so im staying home tomorrow, school makes me sad, i dont like being there...i NEED the summer, ugh less than two months left, im so pumped then 1 year till i say goodbye to FLORIDA forever!!!!!!!!!!!!! and senior year will be so easy (for me anyways)
im sad, and nervous all the time lately all over this boy, im SO scared ill get hurt, i use to be able to bounce back so easily, but i wont be able to this time---is the risk rlly worth it tho? i LOVE being single, maybe i should cut it off before it rlly goes somewhere
jersey was wonderful as always i always make a big dramatic scene at the airport waiting for my plane to board, and swear im gonna run away right then and there but i never do...
^Karens dad made an AMAZING point this morning that were "on a downward fall to summer" its ALL downhill from here and that feels nice... and as long as i keep reminding myself of that, itll be ok i know it.
so im staying home tomorrow, school makes me sad, i dont like being there...i NEED the summer, ugh less than two months left, im so pumped then 1 year till i say goodbye to FLORIDA forever!!!!!!!!!!!!! and senior year will be so easy (for me anyways)
im sad, and nervous all the time lately all over this boy, im SO scared ill get hurt, i use to be able to bounce back so easily, but i wont be able to this time---is the risk rlly worth it tho? i LOVE being single, maybe i should cut it off before it rlly goes somewhere