Till The World Caves In....(Part 1)
Well it's been more than awhile since i last updated so....since Liz wanted me to update again....this one is for you budd`eh. - The following entries all take place from early Jan - Now and i met all these girls off Myspace....Marj was right when she said "Myspace ruins lives" =/
Last time you guys heard from me....i was dating Mariella. Well...i broke up with her shortly after being with her...too much problems. And we've now gone our seperate ways due to other reasons.Least i can now say i dated an older woman lol...but i dunno...lately i've been thinking of her....i think i miss her...and not her being my girlfriend but just her....her presence...i miss her and my other ex Blanca (you all know her from the summer entries)....so yeah.
After Mariella and me went our seperate ways in Feb....i hooked up with Swendy (who you see me kissing in my myspace pic)...another girl i met on myspace who had a crush on me when i was with Mariella. (Mariella hated Swendy and predicited that Swendy and me would get together and i denied it....meh she was right after all Lol)...I had fun with Swendy...going to her house and just chillin but it was too soon and plus i hated the whole sneaking around thing behind her parents back so we grew apart and i moved on from her. The Swendy chapter was sweet but short lived. We're still good friends tho.
Now this is what's happened lately. Febuary 25 2006 - i was minding my own business that saturday when Betsy (a girl i had a small crush on back before i got with Mariella but i was feeling Mariella at the this time too) tells me that she loves me. yeah i was surprised and didn't know what to make of it since i always thought Betsy played mind games with me. Plus i had just ended things with Swendy the day before so....i was confused and a little lost. I thought i was over Betsy since i didn't think much of us being together after she disappeared in January. I realized that i didn't just have a crush on her still....but that i loved her too. She was my ideal girl...or at least someone who cam close to matching it. The next two weeks were fucking great for me...Betsy surprising me with everything she said made me feel good again....even HAPPY, something i hadn't felt in so long...
But last week on Tuesday March 7 Betsy's older brother e-mails me on myspace warning me to stay away from Betsy....so he and i just go at it on Myspace and later on AIM. Cause of this disaster...it's starting to cause Betsy and me to grow apart....and now i'm feeling like shit when all of this could of been avoided....i'm back at square one...and i don't know what to do.
Carlos and girl drama....what else is new right?
- To be Continued
Last time you guys heard from me....i was dating Mariella. Well...i broke up with her shortly after being with her...too much problems. And we've now gone our seperate ways due to other reasons.Least i can now say i dated an older woman lol...but i dunno...lately i've been thinking of her....i think i miss her...and not her being my girlfriend but just her....her presence...i miss her and my other ex Blanca (you all know her from the summer entries)....so yeah.
After Mariella and me went our seperate ways in Feb....i hooked up with Swendy (who you see me kissing in my myspace pic)...another girl i met on myspace who had a crush on me when i was with Mariella. (Mariella hated Swendy and predicited that Swendy and me would get together and i denied it....meh she was right after all Lol)...I had fun with Swendy...going to her house and just chillin but it was too soon and plus i hated the whole sneaking around thing behind her parents back so we grew apart and i moved on from her. The Swendy chapter was sweet but short lived. We're still good friends tho.
Now this is what's happened lately. Febuary 25 2006 - i was minding my own business that saturday when Betsy (a girl i had a small crush on back before i got with Mariella but i was feeling Mariella at the this time too) tells me that she loves me. yeah i was surprised and didn't know what to make of it since i always thought Betsy played mind games with me. Plus i had just ended things with Swendy the day before so....i was confused and a little lost. I thought i was over Betsy since i didn't think much of us being together after she disappeared in January. I realized that i didn't just have a crush on her still....but that i loved her too. She was my ideal girl...or at least someone who cam close to matching it. The next two weeks were fucking great for me...Betsy surprising me with everything she said made me feel good again....even HAPPY, something i hadn't felt in so long...
But last week on Tuesday March 7 Betsy's older brother e-mails me on myspace warning me to stay away from Betsy....so he and i just go at it on Myspace and later on AIM. Cause of this disaster...it's starting to cause Betsy and me to grow apart....and now i'm feeling like shit when all of this could of been avoided....i'm back at square one...and i don't know what to do.
Carlos and girl drama....what else is new right?
- To be Continued