LJ Reviv..-ing
I finally got to see my boyfriend after school today. This is the first time in... A month and 2 days. When I saw him it was a weird feeling. He's the closest person with me but a part of him felt really unfamiliar. It's that feeling again... I'm not in and nowhere near his house or his school. I will never be in or know that part of his life. Grade 12 is making him really busy, travelling 1 hour to my school after classes, get on the bus to take me home, and almost another hour to go back to his house is just too troublesome and time-consuming. Plus he can only visit on the days where he has no appointments after school, not too much homework, and a spare last period. I guess these three things just don't come together very often. He only has a spare last period once (at most twice) a week. He has music practice 'til 9 on Tuesday, Jazz practice on Wednesday, Badminton on monday, science club... And a bunch of stuff. *sigh* Haha. I don't know how many times I've blogged about this now. T^T Everytime I think about this I feel the need to get it out. I feel in a way I already got used to this. Thinking back to how I once felt, I'm not feeling as bad anymore. This is good preparation I suppose, seeing how he'll be going to university next year; it'll only get worse.
On a happier note, the first Channel-Ai Torontonian Outting was Sunday, May 07, 2005. I really enjoyed the day, really. It was great to meet some members, find friends with similar interests, and get to know each other more. Everyone I met was amazing. Kikubelle is a great girl, super cute, and a very confused tour guide. :P Eyn is the super cool geekmaster and the forum admin! He's really down to earth and nice to everyone, an awsome guy. LVXS is very stylish and ummm feminine? :P He has his own band and the cutest Satan cellphone carrier. I found out he majoys in Psychology, which is pretty cool since I've been considering that for a long time. He made me lean more towards choosing Psy now. :) All of us planned to meet at 12pm, but due to some *cough*confusions*cough* we finally found each other at 1pm. We first saw the beautiful OCAD Art Exhibition, then went to Destiny's for some bubbletea, after that to Pmall for some semi-shopping, and then finally went out for dinner. I got home at around 11pm and was very tired, but worth it~ I felt bad for Eyn, who had to travel all the way back to Hamilton alone. :(
Alert, alert! Black clouds ahead. T^T/// School culminating activities are starting. My assignments are already pilling up at an alarming speed. I'm pretty much screwed til the end of the year, yes. I also got my exam schedule today. Math and Physics just had to be stuck together! Geez a little more time to study for the two for be nice. *sigh* I also need to find time to make my prom dress... If it's possible to finish still. I haven't even started and my boyfriend's prom is June 22nd. Maybe I'll really end up buying a dress... Oh well, if so I'll still finish the dress anyways and wear it to my own prom next year. Money is also becoming an issue. Well it's always been, but never this urgent! Prom is $86, I still owe my best friend $63. I also want to buy these few things I really wanted, I don't want to miss an opportunity. If I end up buying a dress, this will only get worse. Broke, broke. T^T// Sad life ahead before the oasis of Summer break.
On a happier note, the first Channel-Ai Torontonian Outting was Sunday, May 07, 2005. I really enjoyed the day, really. It was great to meet some members, find friends with similar interests, and get to know each other more. Everyone I met was amazing. Kikubelle is a great girl, super cute, and a very confused tour guide. :P Eyn is the super cool geekmaster and the forum admin! He's really down to earth and nice to everyone, an awsome guy. LVXS is very stylish and ummm feminine? :P He has his own band and the cutest Satan cellphone carrier. I found out he majoys in Psychology, which is pretty cool since I've been considering that for a long time. He made me lean more towards choosing Psy now. :) All of us planned to meet at 12pm, but due to some *cough*confusions*cough* we finally found each other at 1pm. We first saw the beautiful OCAD Art Exhibition, then went to Destiny's for some bubbletea, after that to Pmall for some semi-shopping, and then finally went out for dinner. I got home at around 11pm and was very tired, but worth it~ I felt bad for Eyn, who had to travel all the way back to Hamilton alone. :(
Alert, alert! Black clouds ahead. T^T/// School culminating activities are starting. My assignments are already pilling up at an alarming speed. I'm pretty much screwed til the end of the year, yes. I also got my exam schedule today. Math and Physics just had to be stuck together! Geez a little more time to study for the two for be nice. *sigh* I also need to find time to make my prom dress... If it's possible to finish still. I haven't even started and my boyfriend's prom is June 22nd. Maybe I'll really end up buying a dress... Oh well, if so I'll still finish the dress anyways and wear it to my own prom next year. Money is also becoming an issue. Well it's always been, but never this urgent! Prom is $86, I still owe my best friend $63. I also want to buy these few things I really wanted, I don't want to miss an opportunity. If I end up buying a dress, this will only get worse. Broke, broke. T^T// Sad life ahead before the oasis of Summer break.