sad
today was goo dbut bad at the same time a stupid guy i used to like i think did something to me hard to explain but yeah. i so deperately want to have a real relationship with a guy but its so hard to find someone that isn't going to hurt you ,im paranoid because of one guy that really hurt me so im afraid to trust. then tara this guy she really likes is being totally confusing. i hate love if there is such thing that exists.