Wow..
I forgot to add this in my last entry. Ohwell.
So my ex is getting married....
Ha. Great way to start it off huh?
Yeah, well anyways, the good friend that I am.. I called him up the night before to see how he's been being that he doesn't have a computer to go on right now. He told me he's getting married. Wow. It was kinda a shock to me. I was just like 'Huh? To who'? HAHA he replies.. 'a new girl' lol. I was like.. 'Rich.. I didn't say new girl or old girl..' he laughed. Anywho, I dunno. It kinda came as a shock to me. He's 21 and he's getting married? For anyone who doesn't know, yes I do still have feelings for my ex, and yes I can openly admit that. I don't care what anyone thinks. I know how to control my feelings and I know him and I will never be together again. I'm just like any other girl who found true love then lost it. He's such a great guy. I really do wish him luck in the long run and I know I'll always be here for him as a friend and not as the typical ex girlfriend.
Yeah, not that anyone cares that hes getting married but I had to put it down in my journal because it was a shock to me.. I think I need to call him back and wish him luck. I was so shocked the other day when he told me that I didn't even say good luck or anything to him. No, it won't be bothering him, it will be putting a smile on his face and I wan't to see him happy not sad and lonely.
So my ex is getting married....
Ha. Great way to start it off huh?
Yeah, well anyways, the good friend that I am.. I called him up the night before to see how he's been being that he doesn't have a computer to go on right now. He told me he's getting married. Wow. It was kinda a shock to me. I was just like 'Huh? To who'? HAHA he replies.. 'a new girl' lol. I was like.. 'Rich.. I didn't say new girl or old girl..' he laughed. Anywho, I dunno. It kinda came as a shock to me. He's 21 and he's getting married? For anyone who doesn't know, yes I do still have feelings for my ex, and yes I can openly admit that. I don't care what anyone thinks. I know how to control my feelings and I know him and I will never be together again. I'm just like any other girl who found true love then lost it. He's such a great guy. I really do wish him luck in the long run and I know I'll always be here for him as a friend and not as the typical ex girlfriend.
Yeah, not that anyone cares that hes getting married but I had to put it down in my journal because it was a shock to me.. I think I need to call him back and wish him luck. I was so shocked the other day when he told me that I didn't even say good luck or anything to him. No, it won't be bothering him, it will be putting a smile on his face and I wan't to see him happy not sad and lonely.