I don't even knowww...
I thought that if I found someone, I would be thankful. But, once again... I am beginning to treat the relationship like I treated my last one. Demands, instant anger, high expectations, etc.
Is it possible..
That maybe I do have someone perfect, I just keep finding little things to make into big things so that way I dig myself into my own goddamn hole?
Really. Maybe I'm not amking sense. I don't care cuz I'm doing this for my own peace of mind, damnit.
Love is not easy its something to be worked at anually. -_- right?
I need to improve my role in this relationship so that the relationship continues to grow.
Its been 5ish months of being w/ the love of my life. No anniv date bc we just decided we didn't need to keep track.
I love Mico but I need to know how to make shit easier bc its so hard. And I'm not complaining like a naiive girl bc I KNOW relationships are challenging. I just haven't been in one since Gabe. And I was used to how Gabe was easier to get along with bc I could demand and tell him what to do. He never stood up to me. Mico loves me but finds his own way to put me in my place.
Such a bitter sweet relationship, REAALLY =|
Hopefully things get better tomorrow.
Is it possible..
That maybe I do have someone perfect, I just keep finding little things to make into big things so that way I dig myself into my own goddamn hole?
Really. Maybe I'm not amking sense. I don't care cuz I'm doing this for my own peace of mind, damnit.
Love is not easy its something to be worked at anually. -_- right?
I need to improve my role in this relationship so that the relationship continues to grow.
Its been 5ish months of being w/ the love of my life. No anniv date bc we just decided we didn't need to keep track.
I love Mico but I need to know how to make shit easier bc its so hard. And I'm not complaining like a naiive girl bc I KNOW relationships are challenging. I just haven't been in one since Gabe. And I was used to how Gabe was easier to get along with bc I could demand and tell him what to do. He never stood up to me. Mico loves me but finds his own way to put me in my place.
Such a bitter sweet relationship, REAALLY =|
Hopefully things get better tomorrow.