this is going to be very emo.
so i was watching Laguna beach the entire day and came to teh conclusion that Id on't wanna date fililpinos anymore! i'm so bored of them -_- i may sound hella picky or racist, but right now. I just want to date someone of a different nationality. brought up WAY differently than I was. with a different taste in music and style! i feel like the only filipinos I know (who i consider) are always hella ghetto or don't have a broad taste in things such as music and fashion! always the same old shit! ugh.. yeah anyways, enough of that stupidity coming from me!
I wonder if you read all those letters I gave you. If you ever think of me, if I still matter. I want to know what you're thinking everytime you think of me. Or when you text me and I don't reply, what are you thinking? Are you thinking that my heart gave up on you? My priorities changed, but no matter what you're all I've ever wanted. If you don't know I'm talking to you I'll give you a huge hint:
On my way down I saw you. When the phone rings, I hear you and the darnkess is a clear view. And suddenly the thousand things I've seen were nothing more but dreams of you and me. When our eyes meet, they're talking, talking, talkin' to me. So what about it, can I just spend my life with you? I thought I told you that we won't stop, I thought I told you that we WON'T EVER STOP. Do you know I'm talking to you now? Yeah, I knew you would.
My life has been fine. I've moved on from the past, but the memories forever haunt me. The mistakes I made, the irrational arguments and everything that was unecessary. What a shame. You were (are?) the ONLY guy I was willing to love this much and commit to. I miss you. but I know it wouldn't work out. At least for the mean time. One day. You'll realize how much we loved each other.
Goodnight and goodbye, loved ones!
I wonder if you read all those letters I gave you. If you ever think of me, if I still matter. I want to know what you're thinking everytime you think of me. Or when you text me and I don't reply, what are you thinking? Are you thinking that my heart gave up on you? My priorities changed, but no matter what you're all I've ever wanted. If you don't know I'm talking to you I'll give you a huge hint:
On my way down I saw you. When the phone rings, I hear you and the darnkess is a clear view. And suddenly the thousand things I've seen were nothing more but dreams of you and me. When our eyes meet, they're talking, talking, talkin' to me. So what about it, can I just spend my life with you? I thought I told you that we won't stop, I thought I told you that we WON'T EVER STOP. Do you know I'm talking to you now? Yeah, I knew you would.
My life has been fine. I've moved on from the past, but the memories forever haunt me. The mistakes I made, the irrational arguments and everything that was unecessary. What a shame. You were (are?) the ONLY guy I was willing to love this much and commit to. I miss you. but I know it wouldn't work out. At least for the mean time. One day. You'll realize how much we loved each other.
Goodnight and goodbye, loved ones!