Apr 16, 2005 22:19
Countdowns
1.School is out- 1 month 1 week 6 days.
2.Alyssa's bday- 1 month 1 week 4days
3.License- 5 months and 3 weeks
4.Braces off- 9 months and 2 weeks.
5.Sister home- 1 month
6. My bday- 7 months
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-Peeling Away-
I feel you peeling away from me,
like sticking plaster tearing
slowly from a wound,
a layer of my skin soldered to yours
until suddenly slowly infinitely
painfully,you began to pull,
just a little not a lot,
just enough to make me wonder,
and then suddenly all of it
being torn asunder,
my heart with its top popped,drunk,
emptied,finished,gone
and now the rest of me priesd
loose, torn free,and i tired,
frightened,crying, wondering
why you can't love me.