Wow..

[_aloneinthedark]

It sure has been quite some time since I updated.

Now I'm back for serious ranting...

I'm bitter...
Extremely bitter...

I feel as though my employer was unfairly biased in recent decisions.
Yes, the person who got the best deal now has a college degree, which is something I will probably never have.
Yes, said person was buddy buddy with the boss. Sometimes the conversations were extremely unprofessional to say the least. I tended to withdraw from those conversations because they always made me quite uncomfortable.
Yes, I did get a pay-cut (and it is my own fault...)
I have been dealing with serious emotional problems, anxiety, and depression.
This made it extremely difficult for me to focus and do my job as well as I once had.

I had a bad month...
I wasn't as productive as I should have been...

But I still feel like these changes are a little... unjust.
I have been doing this job longer than any of my coworkers.
I was the one who traned them.
I was the one who cleaned up messes in the past when others weren't able to keep up with the work.
Nobody did that for me...

I am sad...
Very sad...
And very angry...
Not to mention I'm severely confused as well.