I wait 4 the Lord my soul WAITS!

[_almost_lost_]

hey! whats going on so today was good.. and church last night was awesome.. everyone is going to b 2gether sat FINALLY!! lol sooo um.. o yes.. "HIM" have u ever liked someone.. and .. u dont want to like them.. but, yet.. everyone keeps tellin u "o you are perfect for each other" and "you should see the way he looks at you" and " abbie.. He likes you" and the more u hear it the more u like him.. and yet u don't want that feeling of rejection? and dont wanna let anyone down? and Hes an amazing Christian.. and you just wanna cry every time u see him lift his hands to praise jesus.. and ur heart melts when u see him.. and when u go somewhere an u knowhes gona b there u look 4 him 1st but, u dont let him no ur lookn 4 him.. and u talk to someone near him instead waiting 4 himto come over and join yall.. and this other girl likes him.. and u know the evil looks she gives u when she sees u together and u wanna ask him to go to the movies but, u can't because maybe he really dosen't like u like that ur just a good friend and all those stares are because u have something in ur teeth? well thats how i feel around "HIM"!!!!!! i think about him ALL the time wondering what it would b like to say yeah that crazy ( ^^^^^ name of guy) hes the most amazing bf ive ever had.. .. and when people say are u dating (^^^^^) and u say YES.. with a big smile on ur face.. and tha kate bruffy caleb love.. the Godly kind.. yeah.. i want that.. ::sighs::

im stayin with my grandparents because daddy's outa town.. (sighs) OMGSH CONSTINTINE (SP) is no longer on AI and i CRYED!!! omgsh u have no idea how bad that hurt me.. i might go to noke' tomorrow.. or sat.. and.. um.. so yeah.. i had detention today.. and i diden't really like it.. austin was in there haha slept and karen was like austin ur not sleeping are u.. and 2's sister she was i there last time i had it and that tyler kid.. whoever he is.. well, im gona go work on my deffinitions

xoxox

<333abbie