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do u see me?
do u feel me, like i feel u?
call ur number
i cannot get through
u dont hear me and i dont understand
wen i reach out i dont find ur hand.
where they wasted words?
did they mean a thing?
and all that precious time
but i still feel so in between
some day i just keep pretending
u'll stay
dreaming of a different ending
i wanna hold on
but it hurts so bad
i cant keep somthing that i never had
i keep tellig myself things can turn around with time.
and if i wait it out.
u could always change ur mind.
like a book i read where it works out in the end
cant i close my eyes have u lying here agian
then i come back down
then i fade back in
then i realize its just what might have been
someday
i just keep pretending
u'll stay dreaming of a different ending
i wanna hold on
but it hurts so bad
and i cant keep somthing that i never had.
am i a shadow on ur wall
am i anything at all
anything to u
am i a secert that u keep
do u dream of me whole ur sleeping after all..
i've never felt so alone.. and so unwanted..
i feel like everytime i breathe its just another complain
i feel im allways complaining and i cant b wat they want me 2 b
i cant do the things i once thought i could. and im so tired
i thought this pain would go away and never return..
i need a place i can vent.. a place i can sort this all out'
i get sick to my stomache everytime i look in the mirror..
i cant even pretend to b who i am and the truth is i dont kno who i am..
why ami here? and why is everything so confussing.. why?
why does everything around me look black and white agian
and why does the world look different to me..
i wish i could just wash it all away all my pain
and all my doubt im so tired of pretending to be someone im not
because thats what makes everyone happy.. i cant b myself..
i just wanna be me... i wanna be real and im tired of acting.. like my life
is some big stage.. i wish i could just snap and everything to be reality agian
im tired of lying to myself .. y cant i see u? r u really there? what do u have to say?
i feel like a small child in such a big world.. how can i feel big agian? wat is this pain
and how can i overcome.. answerme.. please