I wanna b REAL wanna b EMPTY inside...
today was a good day.. i woke up late and diden't make it in time to walk the halls with russie and pray *sorry* =( lets start from the begining
1. biology-talked to shawna about "her" weekend and "my" weekend
2. english- Finished that movie..
3 & 4.jrtc-got ALL my work done im ahead
5.Algebra-talked to katie and erin
6.blah nothing I NEED 2 FIND MY BOOK
7.I CANT STAND P E!!!!
after school i had madricalz then i droped callie off at her house to get her stuff for softball then came home and got ready went BACK to get callie then went to practice. it was brutal but i love softball so much.. Could have been worse.. i hate runing and im SOOOOOOOOOO!!! outashape
now onto my delima..
i like someone.. OMGSH YES i know abbie actually likes someone.. but its like with loveda and peter she wasen't attracted to peter untill she found out how much he loved the Lord.. and i wasen't attracted to "him" untill i saw how much he loved the Lord.. and its so hard because im goin thru this whole "true love waits" and i feel its the right thing to do.. and i dont want anything or anyone 2 get in the way of wat God wants 4 me.. not only that but im not ready 4 a relationship especially a christian one.. and i know i was pointing fingers at myself saturday night ... patience.. its SOOO HARD.. but i know that God is preparing the right one 4 me.. and i dont wanna come between any of that.. but, if ur that person and everyones been telling u " o abbie likes u" im sorry that i told them becaue i shoulde't have and i dont want it to ruin anything between us. i feel we could be good friends.. but i dont wanna jepordize any of that.. well i have bible study so im gone to get ready stalling yet agian..
love,
the slacker "abbie"
1. biology-talked to shawna about "her" weekend and "my" weekend
2. english- Finished that movie..
3 & 4.jrtc-got ALL my work done im ahead
5.Algebra-talked to katie and erin
6.blah nothing I NEED 2 FIND MY BOOK
7.I CANT STAND P E!!!!
after school i had madricalz then i droped callie off at her house to get her stuff for softball then came home and got ready went BACK to get callie then went to practice. it was brutal but i love softball so much.. Could have been worse.. i hate runing and im SOOOOOOOOOO!!! outashape
now onto my delima..
i like someone.. OMGSH YES i know abbie actually likes someone.. but its like with loveda and peter she wasen't attracted to peter untill she found out how much he loved the Lord.. and i wasen't attracted to "him" untill i saw how much he loved the Lord.. and its so hard because im goin thru this whole "true love waits" and i feel its the right thing to do.. and i dont want anything or anyone 2 get in the way of wat God wants 4 me.. not only that but im not ready 4 a relationship especially a christian one.. and i know i was pointing fingers at myself saturday night ... patience.. its SOOO HARD.. but i know that God is preparing the right one 4 me.. and i dont wanna come between any of that.. but, if ur that person and everyones been telling u " o abbie likes u" im sorry that i told them becaue i shoulde't have and i dont want it to ruin anything between us. i feel we could be good friends.. but i dont wanna jepordize any of that.. well i have bible study so im gone to get ready stalling yet agian..
love,
the slacker "abbie"