Nov 29, 2005 21:32
Hey! Well... Things with me and Billy just didn't end well at all. Right now he wont talk to me, it really hurts me to see him in the hall and stuff and not be able to run up and give him a hug. All I really want is for us to talk about stuff and atleast be friends, cuz I'm missin him so bad. Shew I try to hide it, but it's hard. I went to the pep really thingy tonight and I was doin okay, then I ended up sittin there not really talkin to anyone & I started thinkin about him. Then after the game Kristen came and gave me a hug and I about burst into tears. Gosh i don't even know what to do with myself. I have way too much time on my hands. I'm just glad I have good friends who are stickin by myside through all of this, I realy do apreciate it... heck it actually got me closer to a couple of ppl. But i'm gonna go
Love you all
Jessie