Sep 06, 2004 16:14
I've edited this entry like 348234 times because i'm so depressed/pissed off i dont know what to say.
Last night at the Grange was just the most horriblest experince i've ever had to go through. Vinny told me behind a trailor that he's been avoiding me for 1 1/2 weeks and that we should just be friends and that's that but he can't tell me why. Comes to find out, Victor likes me, but i have no feelings EVER EVER EVER for victor, so it's just screwed up. So i started to cry and didn't stop until i got home when christine told me that the only words andrew siad to her all night were 'Hey, i read your livejournal' Oh yeah it didn't help that Vinny met up with the girl we stalked at the mall on Friday, and that he wants to go out with her now. I wanted to kill myself last night standing at the Grange watching my heart get stomped on, it was just gay. It didn't help that he told me all of this behind a trailor at the dirty ass Grange while punkrock children walked by us, cute vinny cute.Matt Murphy is the best kid ever because we have ESP and we think the same thing, i think we're related, seriously. I dont even know why i wasted my time with Vinny, it's done and over with and im looking for a hot boy who will treat me like a girl should be treated.
Heather came over and brought me and christine wawa iced tea and candy <3 she is so funny, she had me baggin up until 3 am. I'm glad christine and heather were with me last night, thanks guys <333
oh yeah and thanks to Tussey and everyone else who wanted to beat Vinny up and spit on him at the Grange <3333
So im off to Heather's to be a heffer and eat food.