Apr 14, 2006 16:11
so i basically work every fucking day. not much of a spring break for me. my feet hurt lol. ima slave to rainbow dragon. the money is good though :) so i guess thats a plus. i gotta head out to work at 5. grrrrr. today was a good day. i went to south beach with my mom and chelso. i love it when things at home are good. everything is so much happier that way. it keeps my mind off of all the bulLshiT. even if my sister and i werent related, im almost positive we would have found each other and became best friends. we are so connected (besides having our birthdays on the same day) its strange. we always finish each others sentences. i cherish deep connections. thats only happened with one other person (with the help of some things) and i guess im glad for that one too lol ;)
im so confused right now. im happy when i dont think of the past. i have no reason to be upset realLy. i have a wonderful best friend, a caring family, friends that make me laugh, and a boyfriend i can say i actually like lol but i dont know... there is still this gloomy undertone. this "i cant and wont get over you" feeling. i want it to pass. and im hoping it does soon. i have my friends to help me through this
we all deserve to move on. we all deserve to be loved.
oh i got my army pants today. FINALLY after months of looking. i fucking love south beach lol. :D
we all deserve to be happy