fuck watching the ball drop. im going to sleep
2oo6 looks bright.
"because i have a new house, new life, and new friends"
thats what i truely need to be happy...
yeah... more disgusting words have never left your mouth.
sometimes i forget if this year was 2004 or 2005 because basically... they were the same thing.
especially during the month of december. thaaaaanks.
its a disgusting cycle.
i'll never learn. i'll never grow up. i wont ever let go.
but despite that...
i wont ever forget how im feeling right now.
the feelings, the memories, the pain,
was it worth it???
hell no.
hopefully this will keep me from making the same mistake...
no... it wont but lets just pretend im strong.
our hearts werent made to absorb this much lieing.
i need to break away from you and who i was when i was with you.
it was all fake anyway
putting everything into nothing
i guess it was all because of that glimmer of hope.
that one shot at happiness...
i took it at the freethrow line and missed, terribly.
when the clock strikes 12 we'll act like this never happened
like you never exsisted
like we never were.
im tired of this fucking game.
i forfeit.
you win.
game over
live.laugh.love.
and when that fails you what is there left for you to do???
"because i have a new house, new life, and new friends"
thats what i truely need to be happy...
yeah... more disgusting words have never left your mouth.
sometimes i forget if this year was 2004 or 2005 because basically... they were the same thing.
especially during the month of december. thaaaaanks.
its a disgusting cycle.
i'll never learn. i'll never grow up. i wont ever let go.
but despite that...
i wont ever forget how im feeling right now.
the feelings, the memories, the pain,
was it worth it???
hell no.
hopefully this will keep me from making the same mistake...
no... it wont but lets just pretend im strong.
our hearts werent made to absorb this much lieing.
i need to break away from you and who i was when i was with you.
it was all fake anyway
putting everything into nothing
i guess it was all because of that glimmer of hope.
that one shot at happiness...
i took it at the freethrow line and missed, terribly.
when the clock strikes 12 we'll act like this never happened
like you never exsisted
like we never were.
im tired of this fucking game.
i forfeit.
you win.
game over
live.laugh.love.
and when that fails you what is there left for you to do???