Homecoming

Sep 28, 2008 14:27

Well this weekend was EMU's homecomming.  I was kinda sad I wasn't there but kinda ok with it.  Ive been going back and forth for awhile now about how I feel about not being at Eastern.  I wouldn't say I have alot of friends there still.  I mean I had a lot of people there that I hung out with, Id call and meet them up at sidetracks or go to the occactional party but for the most of it my friends and I mean real friends that I still talk to at least once a week are scattered all over the US now.  So why sould I still want to be at EMU with some random people who I just casually hang out with?  I still talk to the people who are imporant to me.   I talk to the people who are just like me.  We are out doing our own thing being real perople with real jobs.  We got out, we chose to not stay where we were  comfortable , where everyone knew our name to chart new territory, to explore new things, by ourselfs.  Thats a big step a big step that most people do not take...and we are doing, we are doing excatly what we are what we should be doing.  So why does it feel so weird, or wrong sometimes.  I guess its just because im in transition, Im in the middle between the college/real life.

On a second note I just re-watched the SATC movie!  I love it!  I mean I like the series better but because some scenes were too long and almost drug out but none-the-less I still loved it.  I really makes me think about my friends.  I really hope when Im 50 my friends and I are still that close.  I really really hope that they are.  Every time I watch the New Years Eve scene when Carrie runs over to Miranda I cry my eyes out.  I just love it.  I totally would do that for my friends, and I just hope that even tho we are miles apart it never changes.   That movie just makes me think and realize how lucky I am to have the people in my life that are important to me.

On a side note Im re-watching some Greys I really wish they would go back to some of the bar scenes they are really good.  Ugh I guess for the time being "im knitting" =)

emu, friends, satc

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