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Jessica is my new favorite person! I really do wish we lived closer together, and I wish we would have become friends, we have this weird lil live journal things going lol She just totally gets it. =) Take a step back and look at the big picture and dont sweat the small stuff. While I would LOVE to do that, Ihave this control thing and Im super impatient. I dont even feel as if I really have a job its all sureal. Like I said before Im going through the motions, and maybe because I cant believe Im here, Im actucally a teacher. Im someone the kids look up to and respect. And Ive been in teacher situations but kids are going to look at me like I look at my old band director and favorite teachers. Its crazy I dont feel as if I've lived enough to be considered a role model...I mean Ive lived a good life and what not but man i dunno. I mean Im only 22. 22 seems so young....quarter life crisis here I come...oh and have I mentioned I just really want a boyfriend? I haven't felt that way in a long time...uhm....well Im in Austin apparently its the #1 place for singles.