Aug 08, 2008 23:30
Vegas TEXAS!!!! It's 100% official I got the job in Texas time to pack my bags and go...wednesday...wow thats fast. I cant believe all this is starting to happen. Im leaving everything I know to a place I've never been. Im leaving my friends my family everything except my car and my cat and Im starting over. A competely new start.
I've been thinking and I need this. I so need this. I've lived no more than 20 minutes away from my parents my entire life, and while I have had my own place for the past 3 years (minus the brief 2 month stay ) I've still been close. I think this is the best possible situation for me right now at this very moment. I Love my family but I wanna get away for a bit, just to be me. People will know me only as Miranda, most likly the girl with the red hair, but Im used to that by now, but thats it. They wont know my past at all they'll just know what they see. Its very refreshing to know that, I cant even begin to express how it makes me feel.
I just feel as if I can finally get away from things.
I was talking my friend laura yesterday she said this "You couldnt be in a better place than you are right now. Everything happens for a reason, you didnt get the Godwin job for a reason, your young ,you dont have a family, your single, see even that, your single now. You can go to texas love it there find a man get married. Everything is lined up for you. You have to go" I love her and her husband they have been nothing but amazing to me.
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