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...... you're beautiful there's nothing to worry about and have an awesome personality ...=) That makes me happy. My friends are totally awesome
Today wasnt so bad. Worked like usual. Its so boring in the office when Im in there by myself, i just get to thinking and have to leave and go behind the parts counter. Butch (yes thats his real name) a regular came in today he said he had to tell me i was like the cutest thing. It was nice then proceeded to kinda 'preach' as he said about being young. he asked if i had a boyfriend and i told him no and hes like thats good your what 18 im like no try 21 hes like well thats still ok too...so many kids these days are jumping into things, you have until your late twenties to find someone and boy when you do you better make sure hes your knight in shining armor. I had to laugh a lil and hold back some tears. It was nice to hear, hes a really nice guy i think hes like my parents age..maybe younger, but at the same time i kept thinkin How did this guy know or not know everything that just happened. I felt good but horrible at the same time....next story another guy came into work i was behind the counter again and asked if my hair was really red, and i told him yea and he responds 'Theres nothing prettier in the world than a red head. That made me feel good too...too bad he was an old guy too. But needless to say it was a boost that i cant say i didnt need it.
Saw Matt today...I love going back to school to see him. I have to turn in my Student teaching application and I need some school districts. Some realistic school districts to teach in and I know Matt will tell me. its weird calling him Matt bc he was Mr. Diroff for so long...but like he said next year we'll be collegues. Crazy next year I'll be done. But I walked in and the first words out of him mouth were I am so sorry for what happened.( He knows about me and braden and what not...) I think he said it about 10 times. i was like im ok its ok ya know but that was the first time i like really almost broke down so i quickly changed the subject to him. He just had his 3rd baby, Ethan...finally a boy and so far things are going really well. That makes me happy Matt and Laura are some of the most amazing people i know. We talked about camp and the show for this year. Scott didnt tell him braden is the new assistant director, and all Matt said was why in the hell would he want that. He also told me I needed to find him a new trumpet instructor...thats going to be weird...so is glenns camp. But its a few months away so I'll be good by then. Atleast I hope Im good by then =/ I mean I was doin good last summer, so i can do it again right. But somehow theres more to it now. Its not like we were bf-gf and just broke up I had plans, and thats the whole problem I me Miranda had plans.
Greys finale tonight! Broke my heart. Christine and Burke =' (
Im not gonna lie I broke down with her....
Today wasnt so bad. Worked like usual. Its so boring in the office when Im in there by myself, i just get to thinking and have to leave and go behind the parts counter. Butch (yes thats his real name) a regular came in today he said he had to tell me i was like the cutest thing. It was nice then proceeded to kinda 'preach' as he said about being young. he asked if i had a boyfriend and i told him no and hes like thats good your what 18 im like no try 21 hes like well thats still ok too...so many kids these days are jumping into things, you have until your late twenties to find someone and boy when you do you better make sure hes your knight in shining armor. I had to laugh a lil and hold back some tears. It was nice to hear, hes a really nice guy i think hes like my parents age..maybe younger, but at the same time i kept thinkin How did this guy know or not know everything that just happened. I felt good but horrible at the same time....next story another guy came into work i was behind the counter again and asked if my hair was really red, and i told him yea and he responds 'Theres nothing prettier in the world than a red head. That made me feel good too...too bad he was an old guy too. But needless to say it was a boost that i cant say i didnt need it.
Saw Matt today...I love going back to school to see him. I have to turn in my Student teaching application and I need some school districts. Some realistic school districts to teach in and I know Matt will tell me. its weird calling him Matt bc he was Mr. Diroff for so long...but like he said next year we'll be collegues. Crazy next year I'll be done. But I walked in and the first words out of him mouth were I am so sorry for what happened.( He knows about me and braden and what not...) I think he said it about 10 times. i was like im ok its ok ya know but that was the first time i like really almost broke down so i quickly changed the subject to him. He just had his 3rd baby, Ethan...finally a boy and so far things are going really well. That makes me happy Matt and Laura are some of the most amazing people i know. We talked about camp and the show for this year. Scott didnt tell him braden is the new assistant director, and all Matt said was why in the hell would he want that. He also told me I needed to find him a new trumpet instructor...thats going to be weird...so is glenns camp. But its a few months away so I'll be good by then. Atleast I hope Im good by then =/ I mean I was doin good last summer, so i can do it again right. But somehow theres more to it now. Its not like we were bf-gf and just broke up I had plans, and thats the whole problem I me Miranda had plans.
Greys finale tonight! Broke my heart. Christine and Burke =' (
Im not gonna lie I broke down with her....