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so this is it, it's summer. =)
i feel like i haven't had one second to stop and realize that since graduation. which is cool, i'm lovin being busy and seeing everyone. i just want to get out and enjoy the sun a little more, that would be nice. i have this feeling of pure relief everyday when i wake up because i have nothing i HAVE to do. No homework, sports, clubs, college stuff, meetings, NOTHING. just the freedom to do whatever i want (besides work). i think that is what i was looking forward to most before graduation. freedom. i can't stand having a list of things to do and trust me, the last few weeks of school, i had a LIST. a break is nice. and of course, it's nice seeing more of the people i love and less of the bitchy people. although there is still a bunch of people i miss and haven't seen yet. i miss brittany, i realized that last night at becca's graduation party. and becky too. and connie. BUT i'm excited for college! probably too excited because i have big expectations. mostly about my apartment =) gahhh it's going to be so nice to have that independence. i'm sure i'll suffer for the first few weeks when i realize i don't know how to do laundry, i hate washing dishes, and roommates are literally in the same room. however, i think i'll get over all that. hopefully. i'm just ready for a new start. it's so great that i get to be thrown in a different situation with people i don't know and a place i'm not familiar with. change is good. and the fooooood. oh dear i will be broke in college because lincoln park has too many good restaurants. and the bars.. =) having a fake id is too nice. i think i'll be ready for a boyfriend when college starts too. i mean everyone keeps telling me having a boyfriend is dumb the first few years because it's no fun to party. but that pretty much summed up the last year for me. so i'm ready to find someone. hopefully depaul has a nice selection haha. i have an almost boyfriend now but i just don't see a point. i'll be in chicago by september and he'll be at isu. whatever, there will always be more boys.
so life is an adventure at the moment. and i'm lovinnnnggg it =)
i feel like i haven't had one second to stop and realize that since graduation. which is cool, i'm lovin being busy and seeing everyone. i just want to get out and enjoy the sun a little more, that would be nice. i have this feeling of pure relief everyday when i wake up because i have nothing i HAVE to do. No homework, sports, clubs, college stuff, meetings, NOTHING. just the freedom to do whatever i want (besides work). i think that is what i was looking forward to most before graduation. freedom. i can't stand having a list of things to do and trust me, the last few weeks of school, i had a LIST. a break is nice. and of course, it's nice seeing more of the people i love and less of the bitchy people. although there is still a bunch of people i miss and haven't seen yet. i miss brittany, i realized that last night at becca's graduation party. and becky too. and connie. BUT i'm excited for college! probably too excited because i have big expectations. mostly about my apartment =) gahhh it's going to be so nice to have that independence. i'm sure i'll suffer for the first few weeks when i realize i don't know how to do laundry, i hate washing dishes, and roommates are literally in the same room. however, i think i'll get over all that. hopefully. i'm just ready for a new start. it's so great that i get to be thrown in a different situation with people i don't know and a place i'm not familiar with. change is good. and the fooooood. oh dear i will be broke in college because lincoln park has too many good restaurants. and the bars.. =) having a fake id is too nice. i think i'll be ready for a boyfriend when college starts too. i mean everyone keeps telling me having a boyfriend is dumb the first few years because it's no fun to party. but that pretty much summed up the last year for me. so i'm ready to find someone. hopefully depaul has a nice selection haha. i have an almost boyfriend now but i just don't see a point. i'll be in chicago by september and he'll be at isu. whatever, there will always be more boys.
so life is an adventure at the moment. and i'm lovinnnnggg it =)