Well spring break has been okay.. but i dunno.. i don't really feel like updating so im going to put some poems in here...
a kiss a hug one last goodbye
one tear one girl one scream one cry
he lied he cheated he made her believe
shes dying inside over what she thought she achieved
I’m scared of everything. I’m scared of what I’ve seen. Of what I’ve done. Of who I am. But most of all, I’m scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life the way I feel when I’m with you
You're the song that writes a story,
but leaves a lot to read.
The closest thing to perfect
but the farthest thing from me.
And like I really deserve a chance
to sit across the table
and tell you that I think you're wonderful
and I think you're something special....
Three sleepless nights
this isn't how its supposed to be
but you are so good at taking your time
to get back to me
I will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me
I thought that i could change you
but you changed me...
it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone line
and living at two opposite ends
its scares me to think that you could find takers other than me and better than me
but you're head is elsewhere and im talking enough for both of us
when will you see, it's not so easy for me
she'll sit there with her tear stained eyes and think of him. again.
she loves him but he's too blind to see
and each day he breaks her a little more
her mind is telling her it's okay to move on
while her heart is screaming dont let go
she's a hopeless romantic
and he's just hopeless
so another story repeated
of a silly girl in love with a foolish boy
life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances, you just have to live life to the fullest. laugh as much as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you, tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love...and most of all live in the moment cause when you look back someday knowing you have no regrets.. that's going to be what makes you smile.
I keep trying to convince myself that I hate you, that you’re the most annoying person on earth, but there’s still that little voice in the back of my head that keeps saying, “you’re lying.”
The only thing worse than a broken heart is knowing you’d give him another chance