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so so so much has changed since that last entry. it is pretty weird how it did, but its all good. the girl all that is about, is barely in my life anymore at all. Everything had to change about her that i likde and now we are barely friends. More so aquantences to say, and im sure i spelled that horribly wrong. i still work the same job, doing the same thing. It has its days, tonight wassn't bad at all, but last night, i wanted every person to walk in to die. today has been a pretty laid back labor day, i mean, all i did was watch the original ammityville horror (which i thought sucked pretty hard) then went to work. i like ate, drank, got on the comp. and skated a lil in between those two things. i feel pretty good that ive had the same job for like 6 months and nothing has really gone terrrible wrong about that. I was supposed to hang out with finney today, but i didn't want to that much cause of the gas prices. I would have had gas, but that brings up to my other part of this entry. i know for all that are frequent readers have all noticed most of the time i write, its involing a girl, not always, but mostly. they may all seem the same, but through each one, you learn something differen't. with thelast one ive learned that i let people walk all over me, all the time, and say nothing, but hey, that's who i am i guess. The girl now i met when i was in the 9th grade. I thought she was amazing then, and i still do now. This girl has not really left since then..we would go back and fourth ALLLL the time, and then it would come back. With her, no matter how many times we go back and fourth, i could stop liking her, and could be really mad, but i always go back to likeing her, and it doesn't bother me. I only see her like every two weeks because she lives in columbia, but i dont know, its enough for me. I see her, then think about it like everyday until i go back and see her again (henice why i dont have any gas at the moment, i used a weeks worth in two days) but its fine with me. I really like her, i dont know what is going on these days about it, but she lives in columbia, how could i REALLY know? this girl keeps it so real with me, to my knowledge she doesn't lie to me, just tells the truth, even if its something i dont want to hear...its better then a lie in my eyes though. so for me, it works. that's my big spill about the girl though. im really excited about the exorcism of emily rose to come out friday, it looks so amazing, like wow. I am gettin the banner from work, which will be amazing to hang in my room again. I saw throwdown again the other day with remebering never and agony scene, and it was simply amazing, throwdown blew my mind, i dont like their new stuff, but it was allllllll soo damn good. rember never has fuckin awesome new shit. and the agony scene...engough said. the next show im going to will probally be the red chord etid. It should be pretty tight. dixie said she was going to be tere, which is pretty exciting because i haven't seen that girl in forever and miss it. we used to hang out so much at one point and now she's moving to bama, but if she's happy its all good. wes had a going away show...then ended up coming right back, which was cool, cause i missed seeing that kid aroudn as well. there are ALOT of good shows coming up that i hope i can make it to all of them, ill try my best. me and brandon finney have gotten really close this year, and me and dana have gotten really close again as well, i like it alot. School sucks sooo much. I hate chemisty and algebra 2 is kicking my ass arleady and its the 4th week of school. I hope it gets better..either way, i only have one year left. This is all i really feel like typing, but i feel it was enough...enjoy if you auctually read it!