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im trying to make a decision on a trip. wither way i go someone wwill be upset and see me as selfish. i want to go badly to see soemone who i havent seen ain avery long time. i also dont want to go because i dont want to give up anytime on what little i have left down here. and what little time i have being able to spend everyday with someone i love. i want tomaximize my tiem with him and my friends efore we are off to our respective schools becaue then who knowswhen i will see them again.and im travelling for college for 3 days and then 4 days right around the supposed trip, and thatas a lot of time away already, and a lot of traveling. 4 days can be a lot in the scheme of things.id miss either person wile i was away. it isnt as easy as anone may think, at least not for me. ii just dont know. i h ate decisions.