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my stomach hurts.
college applications. i wish i knew there was one school i was dying to go to. then life would be so much easier. i hate choices. with everyone i know applying to uf ed. idk, they seem so dedicated to a school, i just dont know yet. also i dont really want to leave my friends. i love them all so much. ive found some really great ones. i just dont think im ready to let go.
saturday. civil war. supersoakers. oven mitts. pool table. it was like nOther. i love you all. it was indescribable, so fun. UNION TIL I DIE. repeat? any time with you guys is way fun.
swimming is going well. as long as the rain stops.
why are boys so difficult. i have derived that either they want too much from you, or nothing at all. it is only the few and rare ones that fit in between. and theres no way to know when one of those boys is going to pop up. why is it so damn hard to find someone you like and reciprocates the idea. one that parallels your intrests, but not too much and that just all around fits.i know im being kind of impaitent, and id rather find the right one then anyone.buti just get antsy. its hard being left out of experiences some time. i know i have a decent amount to offer. will someone take me up on them,where are you prince charming?
college makes me want to throw up. as does economics.
i am so tired yet i have been such a lazy ass this week.
excitement for some ice cream on friday. and the saturday a feast with my love sammy. wow there will be lots of food this week.
au revoir,
allison
college applications. i wish i knew there was one school i was dying to go to. then life would be so much easier. i hate choices. with everyone i know applying to uf ed. idk, they seem so dedicated to a school, i just dont know yet. also i dont really want to leave my friends. i love them all so much. ive found some really great ones. i just dont think im ready to let go.
saturday. civil war. supersoakers. oven mitts. pool table. it was like nOther. i love you all. it was indescribable, so fun. UNION TIL I DIE. repeat? any time with you guys is way fun.
swimming is going well. as long as the rain stops.
why are boys so difficult. i have derived that either they want too much from you, or nothing at all. it is only the few and rare ones that fit in between. and theres no way to know when one of those boys is going to pop up. why is it so damn hard to find someone you like and reciprocates the idea. one that parallels your intrests, but not too much and that just all around fits.i know im being kind of impaitent, and id rather find the right one then anyone.buti just get antsy. its hard being left out of experiences some time. i know i have a decent amount to offer. will someone take me up on them,where are you prince charming?
college makes me want to throw up. as does economics.
i am so tired yet i have been such a lazy ass this week.
excitement for some ice cream on friday. and the saturday a feast with my love sammy. wow there will be lots of food this week.
au revoir,
allison