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Sep 09, 2006 20:19

so ya..its been a while, like 7 months? haha..
well summer was pretty good.. worked lots..and ya
thats basically all i did.. well i did play pool..
party a bit..went to grand forks for a few nights..SHOPPED!
i <3 shopping. and ya..
had a great night at pony corral and then pooool, and driving around
with my friends from work.
spent some crazy nights out until 3 or 4 am..lots n lots of fun.
spent some nights at my cabin..
i really need to find things to do, im turning into such a boring person..
and it seems everyone has a life, and things to do, and then theres me, alone most of the time.
im gunna get a membership to shapes 2morrow hopefully, then that will be sumthing i can do when my friends ditch me..
i guess thats about all there is to do, is be alone..
i mean, i shouldnt complain, i have some great friends, just everyone has different priorities, and like hanging out with different groups of ppl.
it just sucks being the odd one out, and not having anything to do...
the other night i spent a few hours driving around by myself just thinking..
and ive come to the conclusion that i cant rely on anyone but myself if i wanna do sumthing
i should just do it, and i shouldnt let wut other ppl say affect me, but usually i dont anyways..
i gotta stop being used, like i have been, its not right and im realizing it more and more..
but i guess its just an attention thing, everyone wants attention, especially someone who doesnt get much..
well i think thats about all...didnt go camping, but did have a few drinking/illegal substances night..lol..and ya that was my summer basically..BEACH only a few times..

so ya, thats my summer for ya, and school just began! so far its been okay, i mean for school anyways..
quite the bit of hw for the first 3 days, but meh, wut can ya do, IM IN GRADE 12 so..i gotta do great!
and ya, well im done now..byee
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