Oct 28, 2004 03:32
Lately I have been having lost of mixed feeling about people. Not like my solid friends
But like people I barely know and guys especially. I mean I have one in
Paticular that I constitantly think about but things for me and him are not good right
Now we have too many things going on in our lives and other people.
Im kinda begining to think that he and I arent meant to be anything more than we already
are. On another note, since I have been feeling that way I have been looking
For new interests that I can potentially fall for. One boy right now is in paticular
Hes absolutely wonderful and gives me mad butterflies, but I still have
The other guy in the back of my mind so i dont know what to do..*sigh* I just wanna be
In love again, Im seriously in love with being in love, I love it, I swear Im such a
Hopeless romantic its rediculous, its ok, one day I will fine someone I can actually
Have something real with.
Anyways Homecoming is this weekend and of course with my luck something has to go wrong. But hopefully
everything will work out because I already have my damn dress, and I think I go Julie
To agree to go to homecoming which makes me oooh so excited :) yuuuup, haha I wanna see her in this one
Dress we saw which would look absolutely adorable especially with her tats GOD DAMN I ♥ my
Very best mhhm. So lets see, uhmmm Today I hung out with this guy chris and
Julie and that was to say the least uhm...interesting...then me and julie just chilled, and
I did my homework and then Dylan came over for a lil and hes like uber hott
And noooow Nick is gonna come visit and its gonna be cool. Yeah. So Im in a good mood. a Lil
Contemplative about love and boys and what to do but Im excited about this weeekend its gonna be sooooo
fun hell yeaaaah BIOTCH!!! haha
♥ Alecz