Apr 17, 2016 19:02
I've been thinking about friends from long ago, the ones who faded away, whom I have lost. I am in Kawaguchi, Tokyo, watching Tokyo Sky Tree winking wistfully in the distance.
Many regrets, so many things I regret. Coming here to Japan, no, I do not regret it. But I regret the talents I have wasted, the time I lost to sadness, and the friends I let go.
If I have ever hurt anyone, I am very sorry. So sorry that it hurts.
No, I do not regret coming here.
But I cannot stay here. And I don't know where to go.
Maybe I will go back home and start over again. Or maybe off in another land...