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i really hate when people make me realize how horrible i actually am. i feel terrible for everything ive put sadie through. we were inseperable for years. i mean we could practically read each others minds. and now, ive just given her something worse than hell. i dont know who i am anymore. and im dead inside. i need to find somethign to fill that void. the empty space thats in my heart ever since....just ever since. and its wrong that im looking for a person to fill that space when really i should be looking for who i really am to fill that space. im a bad person.